I’ve been such a coward. I hugely lack confidence which is barring me from every good things I really can accomplish if I were a little bit confident. Anyway..The right time will surely come and I’ll ”resurrect” again; brave, confident and courageous The Ocean! LOL. These days, am too much addicted to horror and morbid things. To overcome my cowardice, I leave all my windows and doors (of the room) open till the midnight and read horror stories, watch such videos and other contents. LOL. Is it funny?. Am I being a goose? I think no, and I don’t have other options either to make myself stronger. But, I know I need a resurrection. I need an inspiration…I no longer can survive this cowardly. Just can’t haul it anymore forward this way.