I said hi.
And after minutes, she replies ‘‘hi’’
I asked how r ya
u took longer to reply, why ?
what r u doing?
‘’ya, worldlink aaucha ni laato’’
‘’ya, I’ve got a new prince from pokhara; another chance!’’
…and suddenly I woke up gasping, trembling.That was a dream I saw just moments ago, was talking in MSN Messenger with HER; lines are exact and verbatim. After the nightmare, was trembling. Turned on the computer and now writing here. Time is 5:10 am. I’m still shuddering. Why did I have to experience such nightmares? May be as a divine retribution for my wrongdoings, sins and hideousness…
I weep copiously within myself again.