Been ill since 2nd of Baisakh with fever and usual dislike for foods. Lying on the bed all day-night (often with insomnia) together with illness and agony experience just like the hell. I’ve now become almost ‘skeleton’. The long suffered agony finally got me lay in bed. Perhaps, I was wanted to lay in bed forever. New Year just turned out to be nothing but another ‘evil’ stimulant into my chronic agony. The gone year started inflicting on me and this new year gives it continuity.
She has replied my email.