Monthly Archives: April 2009

My Music List

  1.  Dead and Gone                                                                T.I. ft. JT (Paper Trail)
  2.  Me and My Girlfriend                                               2pac
  3.  Day Dreaming                                                                 DJ Drama ft. Akon, Snoop Dogg, T.I.
  4.  Red magic                                                                         The Game ft. Lil Wayne
  5.  I’m at war                                                                           Sean kingston ft. Lil Wayne

Prince Harry came with his newly-owned acer Laptop this morning and stayed for hours with me. The Notebook was sent by his bro who is in Malaysia (or Dubai? I forgot). He is still a rookie in computer stuffs and I was really envious of his laptop. Using laptop has always been a want which is just impossible with mere earnings of some thousands per month herein Nepal. Whatever…my bro is also heading abroad. Let’s see.. ha ha ha ha. I helped him in installing software.


Contemplating a Parricide

I came to meet a guy from Lakeside who is slightly ‘mentally disturbed’ like me and is contemplating about committing a parricide. Parents have become foes for him and he holds strong grudge against them. He has a abject disdain for them for they simply didn’t move along with his wants, wishes. He loves a girl but his parents didn’t like it and made him marry another woman whom he has not touched yet thought It has been almost months of marrying. Having been involved in debauchery life soon after his separation from the girl he loves, he is now considering a parricide in near future before perishing himself, for he wants to retaliate against his parents, who he thinks separated him from his love for loving a lower-caste girl. He is a Brahmin and his girlfriend was ‘Newar’ and his parents simply rejected the relation and married him to another girl. Still a young to endure all these ordeals, he left his study (he was mere +2 student) since then and now leading a debauchery life and also working as a tattooist in his home place. I calmly listened his story but hated his idea of committing a parricide. I told him parents are incarnations of God no matter how they behave, act, they always want our good, progress. They never want us suffer. He didn’t listen to me for he was already determined to retaliate. He further added, he would never touch any other woman but her, his love who resides in Kathmandu, a permanent dweller of Kathmandu.
I told him (It was not suggestion nor advice), he did mistake by ‘falling in love’ in such young age and early years of youth and things would have been different had they both been matured ones and job-holders.  After a while, he talked about a packet of ‘Surya’ cigarette boastfully, which was bought by his father for him. I shared my story too.  Since then, we’ve become friends. I still can’t believe he has a contempt for his god-like parents and wants to murder them soon. It’s horrific. It’s his insanity. If to talk about me, I blame him for his misery. It was not right age and time to start a relationship which affects the whole life. He’s too young to fall in love and later to manage it and culminate it to a marriage, the climax of love of unmarried couple. Love is not blind but people themselves are. It’s not done in hurry nor the concerned sides should seek the result as early as possible. Imo, It needs a great degree of patience, understanding, devotion, trust and affection. Neither of these components could make a love success alone, they all are supplementary.
Do you believe it? We hardly.
Another weird incident.. A dentist friend told me that he once had  almost 16 nights slumber  with two nurses on a single bed. Actually, it dates back to some years ago when he was in training course and was posted outside Kathmandu valley, somewhere in Kavre district. Where due to dearth of commodities, he had to slept with two nurses on his either sides on a single bed every night . He says he might have unwittingly touched them while in sleep but never had had any erotic thoughts. Otherwise he could not have stopped himself from going erotic. He controlled his virility even in such weirdest situation. What a power! he repressed it within himself. According to him, he kept sleeping with them for almost 16 nights. He revealed, he was liked by both girls.
He now runs a well-known ‘Suraksha Dental’ at Chipledhunga. I was astonished, still am. It’s hilarious too, too hard to believe. But It’s a truth.
A must-read article
This is a must-read article by Shree Krishna Aniruddha Gautam, a columnist of Nepal weekly where he has described the changing context of present social norms and values, straining relationship between teacher and students while condemning the shameless act of smearing soot on VC of TU, Pro. Shree Madhav Sharma :

Dialectical Materialism

Been trying to concentrate on Dialectical Materialism, one of the main principles of Marxism along with my f**king academic duty. Had heard the term ‘Dialectical Materialism’ (द्वन्दात्मक भौतिकवाद) as early as in my school days but never paid keen attention. Actually, I’d read an excerpt of it on a book some days ago and it whetted my appetite. And, the Internet is always there to assist.
I’ve never been an apologist of communism nor any other political ‘isms’. But being a ‘proletarian’ (in communist language), I might advocate for equality i.e. egalitarianism. Marxism is the finest principle but very sadly it is being misinterpreted as a system of totalitarianism, dictatorship achieved via bloody revolution. I still lack even a moral support for any political party but monarchy and I hold grudge equally against all political parties in Nepal. To which party, do I caste my vote? I don’t know, for I’ve already decided to be abstained if republic really goes in practice. 

आमा, मेरी तिमी ।

आमा, तिम्रो दुधको भारा म कहिले तिरूँला

What They Actually Want?

If you smile at her, she thinks you are a flirt; If you don’t, she thinks you are arrogant.
If you look at her, she thinks you got a crush on her;
If you don’t, she thinks you pretend not to.
If you flatter her, she thinks you are yielding her;
If you don’t she thinks you don’t give a damn.
If you are simple, she wishes you were a little stylish;
If you re stylish, she thinks you were attractive when simple.
If you try to carry a conversation, she thinks you talk too much.
If you give an advice, she seldom follows it; If you don’t she thinks you don’t care her.
If you try to be silent, she thinks you are boring to be with;
If you tell her jokes, she will advise you to be serious.
If you think of a marriage, she thinks you are asking her to accompany you;
If you don’t she wonders.
If you let her kiss you, she will wish you were more reserved;
If you don’t she will seek someone and console herself.
If you let her come to you, she thinks you are too cheap;
If you don’t, she would go for someone else.
If you’re a good boy, she wonders why you are not a man
and If you are not, she will look for another boy.
(Compiled by Ashish, years ago)

बान्ता, बिमारी र सिलिङ


आज दिनभरी नै वान्ता होलाजस्तो भईरह्यो ज्वरोको साथमा बान्ता अनि गलित  र जीर्ण शरीर; दिनभरी सुतिरहें, पंखा र ट्युबलाईटसहितको सिलिङलाई नियाल्दै  ज्वरो त म सक्छु सहन तर वान्ताले असाध्य बनाईरहेको छ 

……… र यो पनि

नागरिक सर्वोच्चताको नाममा माओवादीले सेनामा राजनीतिकरण गर्ने दु:स्साहस सत्तारोहणदेखि नै  गरेको हो  सेनापति कट्वाललाई आज स्पष्टीकरणको दिनको लागि गरिएको आव्हान यसैको पछिल्लो कडी हो  माओवादीको धम्की, र बर्खास्तीको कुनै परवाह नगरी सेनाको वृत्ति र राजनीतिक हस्तक्षेपबाट बचाउको लागि आफ्नो सिद्धान्तमा अडिग रहेका सेनापतिको व्यवसायिक लगाव र दक्षतालाई मान्नै पर्छ  न्यायालय, सन्चार , कर्मचारीतन्त्र लगायतका क्षेत्रमा उसको नाङगो हस्तक्षेपको दुस्प्रयास देखिसकिएको छ   यति हुँदाहुँदैपनि यतिखेर उसको विकल्प पनि देखिन्न  काँग्रेस, एमाले जस्ता जनताले तिरस्कार गरिसकेका भ्रष्ट दलहरुले फेरि पनि देशको शासनभारको बागडोर पाउलान् भनेर सोच्नु मुर्खता मात्रै हो 

के तीसौ वर्षदेखि पृथकतावादी लडाईं लडिरहेका तमिल टाईगर्सहरु समाप्तिको संघारमा  आईपुगेका हुन् ? यतिका वर्षपछि आएर उनीहरु लगभग समाप्तिको, समूल पराजयको दिशातर्फ उन्मुख छन्    

राजसँस्थाको अनुपस्थितीमा देशमा अराजकता, अन्योल, दण्डहीनता, राज्यविहीनता फैलिएको र राजसँस्थाको सान्दर्भिकता अझै नसकिएको स्वीकार्दै बामपन्थी नेता तथा विश्लेषक श्री भरत दाहाल ‘नेपाल’ साप्ताहिकमा गत 2065 सालको समीक्षा गर्दै लेख्छन् :  
….संविधानसभा बैठकमा देश टुक्र्याउने राष्ट्रविरोधी धम्कीहरू निर्वाध रूपमा चल्न थाले । ०६३ सालको संसद् पुनःस्थापनाको लगत्तै जब राजतन्त्र निष्त्रिय भयो, देशभित्र धमाधम पृथक्तावादी गुटहरू संगठित हुन थाले ।……यी घटनाहरूका अतिरिक्त आज जुन प्रकारको अस्थिरता र अराजकताले प्रश्रय पाएको छ, त्यो सबै शक्ति सन्तुलनको केन्द्र नहुनुबाटै बढी पैदा भइरहेको छ । समाज विकासको प्रक्रियाबाट हेर्दा सैद्धान्तिक रूपमा राजतन्त्र प्रगतिशील कुरा होइन भन्ने विषयमा द्विविधा छैन । तर, व्यावहारकि रूपबाट हेर्दा वैकल्पिक शक्तिकेन्द्रको विकास नहुँदासम्म राजतन्त्रको अन्त्यले लामो समयसम्म अस्थिरता पैदा गर्नेछ भन्ने कुरामा कुनै शंका छैन । नेपालको स्थिरता र सुरक्षाका लागि शक्तिकेन्द्रको अभाव निकै खतरापूर्ण सावित हुनसक्छ ।……….समस्याहरूको समाधानको कुनै सम्भावना देखा नपर्दा नेपाली सेना, पूर्वराजा, कर्मचारीतन्त्रजस्ता परम्परागत शक्तिकेन्द्रको महत्त्व बढेर गएको देखिएको छ ।
     भरत दाहाल
उनी अझ अगाडि थप्छन् :  समाज विकासको आधारबाट हेर्दा राजतन्त्रका तुलनामा गणतन्त्रको स्थापना गुणात्मक रूपमै क्रान्तिकारी फड्को हो तर इतिहासका सबै गणतान्त्रिक व्यवस्थाका परिणामहरु क्रान्तिकारी हुँदैनन् । नेपालको गणतन्त्र समाज विकासको सकारात्मक फड्कोका रूपमा होइन कि देशको शक्तिसन्तुलनको केन्द्रको अन्त्य र त्यसको विकल्प तयार नहुँदाको नकारात्मक खतराका रूपमा महत्त्वपूर्ण रहन पुगेको छ ।
१२ बुँदे समझदारी पनि राष्ट्रिय शक्ति सन्तुलनको केन्द्र बन्न सकेन । किनभने, प्रथमतः त्यो दलहरूको इच्छाधीन भएको थिएन । दोस्रो कुरा, त्यो निश्चित राजनीतिक स्वार्थका एजेन्डामा मात्र आधारति रहेकाले पनि त्यसले केन्द्रका रूप लिनसक्ने कुरा थिएन । फलतः परिणाम के भयो भने राजतन्त्रको अन्त्यपछि नेपाली समाज सानासाना बहुकेन्द्रहरूको दिशामा अघि बढ्यो र देशभित्र विदेशी शक्तिहरूको दौड प्रतिस्पर्धा बेलगाम बन्न पुग्यो ।

Songs I Listened Mos

These are the songs I listened most these days. I always love them.
1.   My Life (The Game ft. Lil Wayne)                         Download here
2.  Rockstar (Nickelback)                                               Download here
3.  फूलको दिलमा पनि आगो हुँदोरै’छ (नरेन्द्र प्यासी)             Download here
4.  Violet Hill (Coldplay)                                                 Download here